It’s painful, watching someones light go out over time, though it’s more painful to experience it. Their eyes don’t shine as bright, the infection of their smile is replaced with sorrowful lines that mock the mouth. They’re chained to darkness, trapped in a constant overwhelming sense of misdirection. Yes, it’s a painful thing to watch someones light go out over time, though it’s more painful to experience it.
It sucks, but I mean can you blame him? I’m not saying it was right for him to do it, but I can see why he did. And don’t get all bitchy with me for this because I live 20 minutes away from the school, so I live here. As someone who grew up in reno and sparks I can tell you first hand that we don’t have the best schools. I went to an elementary school and middle school where I was bullied every day of my life. And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think about shooting up my middle school. Middle school is one of the hardest things you’ll go through, people suck and they’re hurtful with their words, and there’s not a whole lot of reassurance that it’s going to get better. Again I’m not saying it was right for the kid to do it… but everyone seems to not notice that this kid is 12 years old, and he killed himself after shooting at the school. He saw no other way out of bullying and harassment than to shoot people and then kill himself. He was a child.. a child with parents who now have to deal with the loss and grief of this, they have to face parents judging them and the community judging them, you know? There seems to be a lack of sympathy for the families of people who do stupid things like this. When the most likely scenario is that the kid didn’t tell anyone he was being bullied or if he did then the school didn’t do jack about it. On the other hand, I feel like we’re over educating kids on the effects of bullying, which is typically suicide or a school shooting. It is SO important for kids to know that bullying is wrong. But, if I had a kid I wouldn’t want them going to school learning that if you bully someone they’re going to go home and hang themselves, or being shown pictures and videos of Columbine. Kids brains can’t fully understand the permanent effects of suicide or a school shooting. They might think, well I’ll be able to survive it and the people I shoot will live but I just want to teach them a lesson so they’ll stop bullying me. Parents should be the ones talking about this with their kids, not teachers at a school. Teachers could be telling your kids anything, if you want your kids to know that bullying is wrong and that there are lasting consequences to it, don’t leave it to a school to tell them that, they need to hear it from you.
No, you don’t. Because you haven’t tried to get it, all you see is the outside of our relationship and then what I tell you. But let me tell you this. This guy, is my everything, I love him to the moon and back. Yes, we made a mistake and we know we did but that is not going to keep us from dating. You make a mistake in a relationship and you fix it you don’t split up. Where would your marriage be if you just split up after making a mistake? Chris is not just some guy to me, he’s not someone I am with because I like calling him my boyfriend. I want to marry this guy, and we do have plans of getting married which you would know if you ever cared to ask if we’ve talked about it. I’m going to be 18 in 2 weeks, really what’s stopping us? You guys got married at 19, we’re not that far off. You won’t be able to understand what I feel for him because you are not in my body, you don’t feel what I feel. But Chris.. is the guy I’ve wanted to marry for a year and half. When you know, you know. Isn’t that what you told me? About your relationship and mark and cassies relationship? I don’t want to be 21 or 23 and just be in a dating relationship with someone I love so much. I want to take it further and marry him. Whether you think we’ll last or not, you won’t know because you aren’t in our relationship and you don’t know enough to say “you won’t last”. “Oh well you just know everything don’t you” No I don’t and I haven’t claimed to, but I know my relationship a hell of a lot better than anyone else, and if you think we’re making a mistake and you don’t support it, then I’m sorry. But I’m not a little girl anymore, I might not be 45 and have all the life wisdom in the world but that takes time, I will learn with time. And that’s what I did with this relationship. I don’t get how you can’t see that. If I haven’t made it clear already.. Chris is the world to me. He’s my rock, he’s given me more love, support, compassion, and understanding than any other person.. Why would I wait on spending the rest of my life with a guy who has done nothing but treat me like a princess? You are not going to find a better guy for me, there’s not another guy out there I’m going to settle for. Chris is the kind of guy you guys have talked about me marrying since I was little, I’m not little anymore and he’s here.. We’re not going to give up on this.
I think I’m done with church for a while.
You know what? Go ahead, kick us off leadership I don’t care anymore. Just know that when you do, you should be kicking off half the leadership team and worship team for the same thing and other things. I’m sick of walking into church and feeling judged! I’m sick of telling coaches my problems and secrets and them not caring or telling me I need to tell Justin. Guess what? No I don’t.Wanna know why? Because it is MY life. You don’t get to say “It’s your choice to tell him or not” and then turn around the next day and say “You have to tell him by this day or I’m telling him”. I’m not your child, you are not my father or mother, you haven’t been involved in my life at all. So what gives you the right to tell me that I HAVE to tell Justin when you and half the other coaches made the exact same mistake. Way to be a hypocrite.
Thus explains her theory behind her 38 boyfriends and then writing angry hate songs about all of them. Good thinking Swift, because who needs a good functioning, loving relationship with the right person when you can pretend you’re in love then act all heartbroken after a week of dating?
good as new - [listen]
*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ because the song was great, but the cover was even better. ･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
We’re chasing stars to lose our shadows, Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine, so won’t you fly with me?